AssalaMualaikum...

Wel,tings r juz so complicated...my head seems to b tangled wit a th0usand & one tings...one after anotha tings keep arising...d oni ting dt i hav in me to keep me goin strong(at leaz constantly holding on) is patience in me...

Iv juz lost a bestie...was stil tryin to get it ova wit togetha wit life prob,anotha bestie is slippin away...tear aft anotha keeps rollin but nobody can eva undstd...i d0 undtstd its al abt rship...i respect evry decision made...im adaptin t0 it...wen sum1 make chgs,othas wud feel it...dts wen chgs tend to apen ard...haiz! den evry1 tend to make a chg...so evry1 is tryin to adapt to each of one's chgs...bt n0 matter hw many chgs we all make,frenship lives in d heart..dt wil b d oni ting, chgs not make... :)

dear diary,wat wrg hav i done? Jus tel me whr did i exactly g0 wrg...tel me upfront...i admit im imperfect,nobody is...evry1 has their own attitude...nobody is flawless...i was simply goin thru my WORST day eva & i tink i gav probs to some...i apologise to th0se wh0 had been hurt & wateva words dt had cut u thru...i said sori,& i make it a point to say s0ri if i realise my wrg doin...All i can ask frm u is sori...sori if i had been wrg to u...c0z deep in i stil luv & care fer u my fren...

Fact of life,accept a fren flaws b4 u can accept dem fer wat dey are...acceptin & undstd a flaw,wil make u sincerely accept dem th0 u may b a lil unhapi abt it...itz mor of an endure...i hav a fren wh0 has a flaw dt evry1 kinda dislyk...he/she tend 2 expose unnecessary info to othas...like it or not,he/she is stil a fren& a gd fren...i dun deny i was hurt b4 to0...bt its all abt undstdin him/her & acceptin it fer wat he/she is...BUT i take note of evry single ting of wat i share wit...making sure i dun tel "secret"...hahaha...some has an a lil annoyin habit,yet i stil luv her...i luv ALL my frens...& evn if dey hurt me,i nvr hate dem...nvr wil i...im a forgivin person...TOO forgivin at times...c0z iv nvr hate a person evn if i want t0...weird? yea,bt true...
Peepz,u dun hv to come to me t0 apologise any mistake of urs 2wards me,c0z i wil owaes forgiv u...dts how much i luv u peepz...All im askin fer now,forgiv me if thr r mistakes dt i made...accept my flaws as wat i am...mayb i can improv & b better...mayb i cant,bt at leaz try? I rili hope evtg wil go back to normal...at leaz d cheerfulnez & happinez in tiz clan...im missin u peepz...LOADZ!

To mr adz,u'r missed...owaes..(:

-undesirable pain