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wel,wel....today is sun,as usual,its BORING day...blurgh~ s0 here i am blogging..

let me tel u abt yday...hmm,supposingly d plan was,goin out wit boyfie...juz d 2 of us coz its been very veeeeery long since we actuali spend time togtha,one to one...bt peeps wanted to join & spend time as one crowd,stil we both were on fer it...hahaha!
Promised to meet at town by 5 bt i TOD i was late coz i went out frm hm at 4.30-4.45...msged boyfie dt il b thr late,mayb ard 5.30-5.45 & he said he's fine wit it...so okla...al d way frm wdl to bishan,ma mind was occupied wit upsetnez & to0 troubled dt i had to hold back tears &kept tellin masev dt evtg is orite...wel yeah,its abt a broken frenshp dts breaking me...im losing frens,yet at d same time im gainin frenshp frm othas...come & go? neh,dt not hw i dscribe frenshp...i TREASURE frnshp alot...wen its TOO HARD TO HANDLE,den thrs no otha options left... :'( its not wat we want bt its fer d bez...
so back to boyfie...i was oredi feelin so dreadful wit troubles in ma head,at dt very moment,he's tellin me he'l b late...i was kinda fine wit dt,bt he turned my mo0d so off wen he said he's stil at home WAITING fer a fren to pick him up coz dey planned to hav a car ride instd...& d bez part was,his fren(driver) wil hv to send ma gf & her colleague fer their D&D 1st b4 dey actuali come & meet me...my swtheart,im oredi at town ALONE...Ergh!! so tel me hw much longa shud i wait AFTER waitin fer almoz an hour YET he's not out frm HOME,PLUS im not in ma BEZ MOOD?? *juz lettin off my frustration here* hahaha...

i was oredi blinkin back tears & he's making it worst by givin me such a SWEET surprise...blurgh~ i cudnt take it,nomor...b4 it gets any worst,i koled him& said dt he'l b oni b reachin town by 7 & dt wil b like anotha half an hour to go...im ALONE at town walkin frm somewhr to nowhr& if i hv to wait any min longa,im goin home...he paniced & FINALLY he dcided to actuali make an initiativ to meet me 1st wit his bike...if oni u initiate it frm d start dear,i wudnt b feelin dt bad...blurgh~
aft meetin,we went dinner @ mac bt didnt tok much til i bumped into jannah...had some time smiling & laughin,yeah i cooled off fast...so me & him was ok aft dt coz he duno hw to pujok...so terpkse la aku pujok diri sndri...*toing* hahaha! && gez wat,d rez of d frens oni arrived at 7.30-7.45...LUCKY he made his move 1st,or IL MAKE MY MOVE FIRST!

Aft lepaking & aft chah & lydia ended their D&D,we went off to Marina ___? cnt rmbr wat its koled...it was S00000 BEAUTIFUL!!! d view,d environment,evtg was almoz perfect fer a date!! thx 2 berahim fer bringin us thr...i luv it & dear,kite nk g situ lg CAN??? ;) we were al doin & toking craps...it was FUN,FUN,FUN!! ;D d guys did vdo clip(jiwang)...i was d one vdo-ing their movemnt while chah was d music player...hehehe! aft dey'r done,dey forced d gerls to do it to0...crazy or wat?? d funny ting was,we actuali lyn kerenah dorg...wakakaka! ;D it was rili funny...!! bt one sway part was,we bumped into boyfie's ex younger sis...like it or not,IGNOR is d main imprtnt ting i shud d0...hahahaha! ;p wel so,spent d nite thr til 2am...den off back to wdl...thx boyfie fer sendin me hm th0 u'r dead tired & ngantok...feel sori fer u coz we'r stayin in distnt...luv u! hehe...*blush*

Overall,i had a great time & i simply LUV d time spent th0 it SUX in d beginnin...hehe...let it sux in d beginnin,BUT NVR d ending... ;)

-undesirable pain