Thursday, August 21, 2008

WELCOME TO MY LIFE!!

Wats Life abt? heh..wh0 has d answer fer dt? We'r living in a world with an unpredicted future...it awaits us with patience yet we'r so eager to knw watz comin next...

Me? Argh...iv owaes been sittin,wonderin of the future if evtg gona b alrite..wil it? Life is full of upz & dwn,i agree...bt why izit d down side of life is much more challengin den d hapi times dt we hv?? LIFE IS UNFAIR! dts wat ppl say,&dts wat adi said to0...s0 wat if its unfair?? Cant we juz tryna cntrl tings & handle it so dt evtg wun b ruin? I duno...im tired of MY life...i owaes hv a stupid life...ya,ya im hapi...bt nvr as HAPI as i was...iv been hopin fer d sun t0 shine up bright,yet it's stil hiding bhind those clouds...Dear,if u can hear me ryt now,i heart u s0 much...i thk u fer d luv dt u showered me & d tings dt u do 2 make me hapi...bt im unsure wats lackin...luving each other isnt enuf...thrs lot mor we b0th hv t0 d0 to make tingz wrk...we'r juz reachin alm0z 3mths tiz 25th,yet im startin 2 feel - im giving up...mayb iv been single fer to0 long,probably dts d reason im feelin tiz way...im s0ri if i hurt u,im sori 4 evtg dt had apened...im a bad gf t0 u...mayb u find ursev a gerl wh0's much better of & tell me wen she's found...im hapi wit u,bt il b hapier t0 see u hapi...i dun tink i can gv u d hapinez dt u want...im sori.....dear,wil we both able to hold on? :'(

oni HE has d ans t0 it & dts y we,humans, r simply impatient of wat d future holds.....

i knw i can hardly confez tiz to u,yet u nvr mind & undstd me so much...i luv u........ :'(

-undesirable pain

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