Lo0k at d date...iv not been updatin...bah~

readin ma blog below,how much i mish him now...we went thru loads tho it was juz fer a short while...sentosa was a memorable day...im gona cherish it...rili...wat memorable was wen di,me,nad & duk lay on our back lo0kin up 2d starry sky...we sang 1 phrase each,fer one letter startin frm "A"...i knw u dun rili get me...so juz listen la...im to0 lazy to xplain...hahaha...laying down on our back,he held ma hands...i dint knw whetha i wana pull it away or juz let him play wit ma palm...initially i did pull away...i dint want it 2b dat way...we werent official,xcuz me...bt he dint giv up th0...in the end i gav up,& let him hold it...haha...he LUV holdin ma hands & kish it...i wonda wats so nice abt ma hand dt he nvr gt tired of kissin it...mayb c0z he cnt kish me??
hahahaha..g0od2...i luv him mor if he respect me...hehe...bt by holdin hand b4 gettin attach is so not me,seriously...iv NEVER let any1 juz hold me fer no particular reason & who is not my priority...mayb i did luv him too...WUAH!! k,dowana tok abt it...haiz!

He kept missin me evrytime...wana meet & stuff...bt evryting turn out s0 bad aft his bday...it wasnt rili bad initially...it got worst wen i found out dt sum1 taught him t0 lie to me...bt it was fer a gd reason actuali...argh!! it apened & now we juz cnt mend tings back..I WANA TURN BACK TIME!! y cnt he juz tell me truthfully & lemme undstd d whole picture s0 dt thr wudnt b any misundstdin...?? AWAK!!!!!! haiz....n0w,i rili dun0...i mish those days whr u made me smile,laugh, & all d tings dt we joke,teased,etc....=(

Im not d oni 1 wit d prob...my frenz r facin break ups...im s0 sad fer dem esp fiz...i knw hw she feels & d tings dt she go thru...it muz b tough...b patient aite? im sure,u can make it thru...we are all here fer u...k? :)

& 2 u awak,tiz is my confession which u can nvr knw dt i eva say tiz out....now im sayin t0 public...i mish u...=( & sori dt u wun knw dt i finali c0nfez tiz out...haiz......

-undesirable pain