Evening!

WHoa! its beEn long sincE i update tings here...

tiz m0rng,as usual went t0 wrk...nating t0 d0...b0red sia...dEn tryna make masev bz c0z seriously shit NATING t0 d0...s0 msg wit di t0 accompany me while bored0m is acc0mpanyin me...hahaha! seemz like he was kinda impatient wit me...insisted me on sayin somn i juz dun wish t0 say...in d end our conversation went tensed...i ended our conversation sayin dt i wil msg him bck...i was pissed off wit ma j0b c0z suddenly somn cork up,&he wasnt bein undstdin wit d position i was in! bt he wasnt t0 blame c0z he dint knw i was strezed up at wrk...s0 thr i was gettin mad & angered wit him,i accidentally blurted out harsh wrds in msg & dat mayb it hurtz him...wuah!! di,im s0 sori...dint mean to.. :(
back frm wrk we apologised t0 each otha...bt he apologised 1st!! it m0ved me like hell wen he said he was afraid to drive me mad c0z he wana take go0d care of ma heart...he dun wish t0 hurt me in anyway...bt i t0ld him no matter wat,one day he wil hurt me bad...all tiz wil b d journey dt we wil hv t0 g0 thru...it touched me wen he rplied,if possible,he wana minimise all dt...g0sh,he's s0 afraid of losing me while im here juz kept ignoring of his feelinz...!! IM BAD!!! am i??? i felt like tearing,he moved me s0 much dt i cud feel his luv...y di? WHY?? y d0 u luv me? =:(

bck hm,i was strezed up wit the discussion i had wit mum...we were supposed t0 diskuz tings nicely & properly,instd it went haywire & thr we are,quarrellin..thx! t0day is my quarrel day...ARGH!! bt it dint drag off fer l0ng c0z ma mum gav in t0 me...wah,evry1 seemz t0 b gvin in t0 me...hey,hey,hey!! dun d0 tiz 2 me...i dowana get spoilt & turn int0 1 selfish gerl...EYEW!! choy! plz eh....not fer me...hahaha...
&tmr im g0in sent0sa wit nad,duk & di...me & di gona take ludge..hehe...cnt wait!! ill get
bck here nx time yah...daaa..... ;)

-undesirable pain