Namaste! hahaha...mcm p!

hmm,wel as u can see d reason y im here now is bcoz im simply BORED!! yesh,boredom strikes me again...haiz...watta d0...hehe...Nad's wrkin,azie has guest to attend,ais goin out wit fam & blah blah blah...seriously im bored...wat am i to d0 now?? haiz... -_-"

its been long since i rili hav a great chat wit ma "guy bestie"...yea,he's chg here & thr...cnt blame th0...attach mah...i so0 cnt wait to b attach & ign0r al tiz ppl who hv been d0in tiz to me...it SUX! enterin ma life fillin it wit full of luv & laughter...& now steppin out ma do0r ignorin d way im feelin inside...nah,im not revengeful...wat i said bck thr was merely lettin g0 of ma unsatisfaction...haiz!

hey snap snap!! i got new bestie... ;) his name luq..yea,we bcame cloz a few weeks ago...hehe...nice guy...luv chattin wit him & joke crapz...he's attach to0...juz attach bt den..hehe...stil he nvr fail to cntct us & ask us outz...sweet of him... ;) one guy out,anotha in...co0l huh...hahaha...stil,i wil treasure ma bestie th0 he hurt me at times...hmmm....

Am i missin him? Am i longing fer him? i dun feel d luv overwhelmin me...mayb coz i knw he's oni a msg/kol away...i can OWAES reach him...nvr a time he ignor me...bt y arent my feelinz growin? mayb it had,bt i dun realise....i d0 care fer him bt not caring enuf...he cares fer me& dt is so much...i feel s0 bad & gulity inside...hey dude,im tryin...&dt is oni fer u.... ;) if u rili mean to make me urs,gimme sumtime to figure tiz feelinz fer u..i knw u'l wait...im moved by ur evry way dat u did...im tryin,& we wait fer d ryt time... :)

-undesirable pain