hey,hi...

my mind is blank at tiz very moment...cnt tink of antg ryt now...Anw,i had such a great time wit ma cliques at bugis...we went shoppin! Me,farah,sha & ira... :)

Hey,wat am i? wat am i born for? b a burden of pain? a heart dat need to hold against all oddz? Whr do my hapinez lies? whr izit? i tend t0 gain & lose it evry now & then...it doesnt stay fer long...i cherish evry moment dat i spend smilin,laughin wit joy...c0z i knw,tmr i wudnt b smilin & laughin ova d same reason i did..evry smile has its own special way & reason to tingle our lips & slide it up to our ears...we used to smile & laughed joyfully ova certain tings in life we'v been thru...wen we recall,we do giggle tinkin abt it...but wud it b d same? Yes d smile & laughter is cloz to 100% similar to it,but,we sure had dat better on dat very minute we laughed at...

i smile fer d tings i recall which were sweet & giggling...hweva,at times,d smile juz hurt deep insyd...slice it thru my heart...n0body wud eva undstd d pain dat im goin thru...ppl oni see d cheerful side of me,d swt smile dat iv been puttin & d crazy me dat i act upon...but if u were to dive me deep within,thrz lotsa sorrow dat nob0dy can see...d silent pain dat is actuali bleeding...at times,i juz wish my soul wud sumhw fly away...fly to d sky & nvr flow bck...but tinkin of d mistakes i make & dat hw many sins dat i hav,im juz not ready to go...i may b nice in almoz evry1 eyes...but hey,im not perfect...not a single human can run away frm makin mistakes,evn sins...im not an angel,& dat i can nvr b...all i want in life is happinez...luv dat flows in ma heart & care dat wud sprout out wit no limitations...im juz to0 lonely rite now dt i feel uselez....

Wateva it is...i love all of u frens...wit ma entire heart...c0z wen i luv u,i will owaes do........

-Undesirable pain