ARGH!!!!!!!!!

I juz dun get it...Life is s0 complicated....EVTG IS JUZ SO COMPLICATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i HATE my life...i hate masev...i juz hate evtg abt me...
if i were given a chance t0 turn back time,i dun0 whr i shud actuali st0p...which part of ma life was the
best moment? Which part of my life i wudnt wana let g0 of?

i dun0...i cnt lo0k aheAd...im bLinded...i cnt see wats thr in fr0nt of me...i dun0 hw t0 m0ve 1 step cLoser...
every stEp i take seEms t0 hurt me bit by bit...d further i g0,d biggEr my wouNds gEt...& d dippEr my
wounds gEt,d m0r my teArz sting me...i cnt stand tiz any longA...

How ez i can see ppl take tings...hurt u at one point of time & sorry at d otha...u mean sorry cures?
damn u! it dun...words d0esnt cure a pain in d heart...u may b forgive,but all d tings dat apen wil stay
fresh in ma mind...im nice,i can b nice...but al dat lil tings u d0 or did,can nvr be erase in ma hEad...
d w0rds u slice me with & evtg juz wun g0...dun b surprise if i were t0 menti0n evry singLe one of wh0
hurt me with their w0rds...its stiL thr,nvr fading...but i nvr let it b0ther my frenshp...i dun hold grudges
against u neither wud i revenge...i juz keep it inside & hurt me...dats me orite... -the siLent kEeper